Procrastination

We have this final project that we need to accomplish in order to graduate college. This is like the final requirement and also the final obstacle for us to pass the course and graduate next year. This is like the Thesis that most students do to graduate. Well, basically, this is a thesis except that we implement what we have researched on. It was just called a Senior Project by our college.

Anyway, we've been doing this since April of this year. Two of our defenses, the proposal and design defenses, were already finished last May and the next defense will most likely be by December. So, our teachers where expecting us to make our programs 100% working by Preliminary Defense, the defense this coming December. While some of my batchmates have already started and are almost finish, heck, some of them were already finished by August, I am here, sitting on this chair, typing this blog entry that I don't even know if someone is reading it, and not doing my own project. And the time remaining for me to finish this is now just about 3 months and I haven't even started yet! Well, that's an exaggeration. I've already finished my "login page" but I doubt if what I've done is correct. So, here I am, typing this nonsense blog entry instead of doing my project.

I really don't think I'd be marching and graduate this coming March, 2013. Procrastination.

Very Long Time No Post

It has been a while since my last post on this blog. I am really interested in blogging and putting my thoughts into words, but I just don't know the right things (or even wrong, whatever) to say here and also I'm too lazy to be active on something, most likely, anything! That is what I hate most about myself. I can't seem to know what I really want. As in the stuff that I really want to the extent that I will exert my most sincere effort.

At the age of 19 (yeah, I'm only 19. surprised?), I still don't know what kind of stuffs I am good at. I don't know where to give what I've got. I don't even know if I've "got" something. I don't know how to live my life to fullest. I don't know my purpose here on Earth.

Maybe, I just don't know myself?